Well Here I am, back again blogging about my experiences. My daughter whom I placed for adoption nearly two distant years ago is doing great, and I receive regular updates from her adoptive parents, along with pictures and a nice email. That was the hardest thing I have ever done, and probably will ever be. Now she has shoulder length black hair, and walks and talks as well as any other 1 and a half year old. She has the greatest adoptive family any baby girl could have, as far as I'm concerned. Her smile and eyes reflect the happiness in her heart, and it makes me so glad.

And now I am supposed to be able to move on with my life now, and finish my career to fulfill my dreams, but it's never that easy. Never as easy as one would hope it would be. But I trust in the One who made al life and pray each day for my little one. I pray for me to keep going cause I don't always feel like I can.

Why be a Life mama

What does it mean to be a mom but not raise your baby? What does it mean to place your baby up for adoption? A lot of things. It means you are giving a gift of life and love to another family. It means that you are giving of yourself, giving another human life. And thought that life is not with you all the time, it is always in your heart. My baby is a little girl and I have a beautiful family picked out. One who exceeds my wish-list for a new family for her. They love her so much already, and she's not even born yet! I know that after she is born, they will give her everything I wish I could. And though I will leave her and kiss her goodbye, I know she will live in my life for ever and ever. She will always be a part of me; after all, I gave her life. God gave her to me, and I am passing this blessing on to my wonderful adoptive family. <3